I shall be by your side - Till death make us apart

Lovers always getting new decisions for become happy more and more to their love. Making promise making desires making plan like this…

All through your life,

I shall be by your side,

Till death make us apart,

My love will never end,

Till I am alive,

But unfortunately life  made them apart……..

She went away,

From my life,

While making decision,

For a separation,

Only left memories of past moments,

While giving tears in my eyes,

Life is meaningless,

To spend without her,

If have a poison,

Want to drink it like water,

Have a desire to die soon,

Now tears never stopped,

From my eyes,

Life become like a sad story,

Miss those moments of happiness,

When she calls me on mobile,

Calls me on Skype,

Asking like this,

Where you crazy?,

Where you my love,

But today gaga crazy became alone,

gaga.crazy11 is my Skype name

Unwillingly feelings got in my heart

Beautiful moments of life,

For a while,

It was March 2015,

When cold wind was blowing,

Flowers were shaking their heads,

Unwillingly feelings got in my heart,

As I saw her love letters and photos,

In my uncovered room,

While thinking for her in deep,

As I opened face book,

There was surprised message,

In face book inbox,

She reminded me for past moments,

I got shock who this one?

I not have sent her any message,

But fortunately her some old messages also there,

When she and me in loved,

Then I felt for her in deep,

I told and showed all to her,

About love letters and photos,

Still saved with me,

Her smile same like olden days,

As a hen start crying,

Before lay to an egg,

She returns to me,

Her life was full with pains,

But still same with me,

I told her I don’t know,

Why you still in my heart,

When someone wants to come n my life,

I always miss you,

Also told to that one too,

About you and I love,

Even she asked me three years ago,

No need to contact again,

I obeyed her order like an obedient slave,

So I stopped contacts with her,

Like manila train ….

Manila is killer city for lovers,

But she still boss of my life,

What she wants and when she wants,

Am ready to sacrifice for her happiness,

If she asks me go to hell,

I accept her order,

With heart and soul,

My pains and happiness still waiting,

What she make order…….

  gaga.crazy11 is my Skype name

Tears in my eyes

I kept my heart too high over 7 star double-store building of dream house for save it. When first love gone away from me on my little mistake, she was true but it was my fault. So within few months a big storm came from Philippine who broke all of my dreams and happiness. Wall of my heart start fell down.  Unfortunately the bricks of my heart wall injured my heart too, it all look like a earth quake it also made big sound in my heart like hawkers early in the morning while selling newspapers on roads also in streets so my soul got fear what happened with Gaga

If there is bowl of poison I want to drink because….

There is a real sad story,

Heart got injured,

Tears in my eyes,

Along with black dress,

After fallen in love,

There are too many pains,

My innocent heart always crying,

Like a bell of deaf and blind school,

There was only one thing saved,

That was her kind trust,

But she broke it in little moments,

While putting knife in my soul,

                                                        

Made me injured and hopeless,

Like uncovered graveyard of lovers,

Making me apart from her for forever,

She robbed my smile,

If I cry she getting jealous,

And started too much hate with gaga crazy,

She denied for accompanied me,

Then gaga crazy wrote this poem,

After 3 years first one returned to me…….

Got surprised and felt too much happiness,

In past three years,

Was spending aimless life,

Like a homeless bird,

That one whole night wake up,

Never slept but,

Day time only feeling,

Lot of pains and hurts,

Like a hungry street beggar,

There were clouds in the sky,

As she talked me,

I felt surprise,

There was too much changing,

 In her feelings,

She had no will power,

But few friends of mine got jealous,

About hearing for her,

  So they left me one by one,

Today she asked me,

She never had trust on me,

Feeling me as a liar,

Even for all,

She never want to break,

Any relation from me,

Asked me like a cuckoo bird,

So wake up  now from hell,

Come to me come to me,

Have a desire to kill you,

At midnight before 2 am.

gaga.crazy11 is my Skype

My heart already injured,

Tears in my eyes,

Like a password of Filipino girls

Beautiful gift of blames for Gaga

Whole life has been spent,

While waiting for happiness,

You gave me lot of sadness,

Always fight with them,

Because of you,

In return you gave me,

Beautiful gift of blames,

You have ruined the life of Gaga,

Like a poison of manila,

Crushed all his happiness,

Broke all his trust,

What was this?,

You had 50 accounts for face book,

One hundred Skype,

Even he would like to take breath,

But you never had let any chance,

For him if he could rest,

For little moments,

Like a short break of blind school,

The heart already has been burnt,

That always bears your pains

No more hurts please …..

Now can’t bear much pains,

If you had plan for one more,

How much it bears troubles,

 Because of you,

Like a boiling of water,

As my heart always crazy for you,

In return you gave me,

Beautiful gift of blames,

But pray for you,

May God give you long life,

for giving me one more pain.

My desire swings - My heart swings

Joy is in the air,

Sun rays shadow and stars,

I am lost,

When ever you are around,

Flower blooms I hold the blue sky,

I get my destination,

When ever you are around,

Beside my soul in my heart,

When ever you smiles,

There is glow everywhere,

I enjoy only the days,

Till I not tease you with love,

My desire swings my heart swings,

Cigarette in my hand,

Anger in your eyes,

I want to leave it,

But it does not leave me,

Evenings you drop in,

I have to leave you to your house,

Sometimes I enjoy,

And sometimes I hate it,

When you always on internet,

Not giving me time,

Not looking at me,