I feel anger towards you - I feel misery

I feel anger towards you,"
Your comment to me.
"You broke me in two,
I feel misery.
I ask for your reply,
but you do not respond.
I worry,
I wonder,
'Can I go on?'
My life feels shattered.
In my mind,
There is no rest.
Is there another?
Please do not say -yes-.
My memory takes me,
To a time of giggles and laughter,
Phone calls and promises,
Is there still our 'ever after?'
I wonder,
Can I be strong?'
For love is a decision.
To cry,
Maybe I am wrong.
To be in this place I am in."
What's this I hear?
My phone line rings to me,
It is you,
Oh how dumb can I be,
You were busy,
An electrical problem there,
I am so happy,
Oh do I dare?
Tell you my plot,
oh how dumb I still feel,
but you and I will walk together,
In the rose bush field.

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Wants to be with you

He says I want to be with you,
It sounded clear to me.
But as the time grew near,
He hesitated, will will this ever be?
I want to be where you are,
My heart feels you are real.
But as the time grew near,
He hesitated, was it fear?
I wonder, I have doubt,
I cry, I feel sad.
All along, he made his claim,
Now,
I am the one who is mad,
For listening to a unheard voice,
The keyboard, it sounded loud.
I wonder will I ever be,
The one in someone's heart,
Who is proud of me.

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